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Literal ... Not Liberal
Thursday, October 16, 2008 at 11:44PM NOTE: This is a rerun from about a year ago, y'all. I'm swamped with work and it's the best I can do today. I hope you enjoy it. To those bloggers from whose commenter ranks I have been conspicuously absent of late -- you know who you are -- I can only promise that, like MacArthur, "I shall return."
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I have a tendency to be literal. As a kid, I was terrified by those tags that came on pillows. You know ... the ones that say you're breaking the law if you remove them. I used to stare and stare at the tag, all scared, wanting so badly to rip it off the pillow. I just knew that if I did, within moments I would hear sirens. That would be the police, coming to get me and haul me off to jail!
I also thought that when we listened to the radio, all of the singers and musicians were there in the radio station, lined up, waiting their turn. When the announcer said "Here's Bobby Vinton with Blue Velvet," for example, I imagined Bobby (who I envisioned as being quite handsome) with all the musicians crowded around behind him at the microphone, performing Blue Velvet as best he could. As I got older I had a niggling suspicion this could not be the case, so I asked my mother about it.
(I believed that my mother literally knew everything.)
Mom clued me in to the concept of phonograph records and how they were used at radio stations. After that, whenever the announcer gave the name of the next song, in my mind's eye I literally "saw" him plopping a big black record on a turntable and placing the needle carefully at the edge to play the song. It was a great feeling to be so "up" on how the world worked! I was in the know.
I had a very literal idea of prayer as being something along the lines of, look up at the sky and put in a request and if God likes you or is in a good mood that day, whatever you asked for will fall down onto the ground right in front of you.
Growing up, I literally thought war was a never-ending fact of life ... as commonplace as homework or thunderstorms or riding my bike. Every night when Mama or Daddy turned on the evening news, there on our old dinosaur of a set would be the Huntley Brinkley Report. I remember only two things from the news: the gray, grainy images of soldiers running through the jungles of Vietnam, and the second movement of Beethoven's Ninth Symphony, which I will forever associate with Huntley and Brinkley.
As the "funny" music poured from the TV set (I asked my mom what kind of music it was, because it was as different from what I usually listened to as Sanka is from Starbucks. My music was Petula Clark belting out Downtown; Sonny & Cher crooning I've Got You Babe; Glen Campbell finessing Wichita Lineman; The Monkees wailing I'm A Believer; Simon & Garfunkel emoting The Sound of Silence. This music was strange; I was intrigued. "Classical," my mother informed me. On cue, I was in the know.) while the Huntley Brinkley Report credits rolled, I literally believed that at any time, anywhere in my life, I would be able to turn on the TV and see the furry gray and white soldiers clutching rifles, with leaves stuck into the webbing on their helmets, running through the jungle.
As a youngster I was not taken to church, but somewhere along the way I acquired a small New Testament that I used to thumb through from time to time. I think I had a very literal idea of prayer as being something along the lines of, look up at the sky and put in a request and if God likes you or is in a good mood that day, whatever you asked for will fall down onto the ground right in front of you.
I must have tried this a time or two and it didn't work, so when I read a certain verse in the gospel according to Matthew, I was encouraged. Here was some insider information. It said: But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.
So, of course, I went directly to the closet of the little room I shared with my sister. I sat down on top of all our shoes and closed the door (even though I was afraid of the dark, and of spiders) and offered my version of a prayer.
Our stepfather taught my sister and me that the Communists were literally poised, 24-7, to press a red button located somewhere in the Soviet Union and blow us all from the face of the earth. Being somewhat flighty I did not give over a great deal of my time to wondering what I would do when and if this happened, but it was always in the back of my mind.
To all of us who became (however dimly) aware of world events during the height of the Cold War, the threat of sudden nuclear destruction provided an ominous undercurrent to all of life. My stepfather was a criminal -- literally -- but in that distinctly dichotomous way unique to human beings, he was dogmatically pro-establishment. He was an arch-conservative, a law-and-order type who nevertheless was always looking for creative ways to break the law and get away with it. A paragon of vice who preached a somewhat skewed kind of virtue. Don't ask me to explain that; you'll just have to trust me that when I tell you these things, you may safely take me literally.
Funny how childhood's literal lessons are etched on the heart. I don't listen to music on the radio anymore, but if I did I would still "see" the announcer gingerly placing the needle onto the edge of the big black phonograph record. I've torn a few tags from pillows but still listened for sirens.
More than ever I realize that some things are worth fighting -- and even dying -- for. I'm glad I now know that God answers prayer every day ... even prayers not prayed from closets. I need faith in God and literal belief in eternal truths to guide me not only through the gloom of night, but through the blazing light of day.
My stepfather was a misguided soul in many ways, but he was prescient in that he foresaw an America stripped of its common sense, and what was worse, its conscience. His impassioned ranting against the evils of communism, socialism, secular humanism, and especially liberalism, were right on target and I'm thankful for them. I'm grateful that I learned that much from him. If I hadn't, today I might be a liberal ... and in my opinion that would be a tragedy. Literally.
Reader Comments (10)
An Obama "re-education camp for conservatives" -- to promote "left think" -- wouldn't change my well-established and well-educated views on life and politics. Which include a hearty "God bless our Military".
Hahahahahahahahaha! I LOVE LOVE LOVE your post about the pillow tags! I didn't know that there was another person like me in the world. To this day, I have a hard time ripping them off!
I have to go bake a cake but I will be back to finish reading this post. I am still laughing! I want to know what this story has to do with the rest of your post. Company's a comin!
@ SF ... Amen to that, brother. Amen to that.
@ Cheryl ... mmmmmmm cake! You didn't HAVE to! LOLOL! Lucky guests of yours ... but please do return and read how I tie it all together.
I know exactly what you mean! I think perhaps there are many children who took things literally especially the words of their parents. Maybe this, in a way, spurred our imaginations.
And I too was never taken to Church on a regular basis, but perhaps that's what made me long for a strong spiritual foundation.
Hope you get out from under your work and have a chance to breathe, relax and enjoy!
Hi Jennifer, I am back! I am glad that I came back to read how it all tied together. Your post was very interesting but I will have to say that I am a little confused about your step father.
I wonder how the "threat of war" affected the emotions of people back then. I lived near an Atomic Plant and jets were going over all the time. There were bomb shelters and a lot of talk.
Welp, in 15 minutes my company will be at the door.
Several of the neighbors are coming in for Chocolate Turtle Cake and Cider! WooHoo!
@ Keli ... I do believe most children are literal like I was, which is why we must be so careful what we tell them. I have heard of children who, upon learning that Santa Claus is not real, have asked their parents: "So what else have you lied to me about?" It can be dangerous to be so dogmatic with a child ... but I must confess I have been just as definite with my own children and in many of the same areas ... only, I have always taken them to church! And I thank God I have had the opportunity and good sense to do that. Thanks for stopping by, luv. I know you're busy.
@ Cheryl ... I knew you'd come back and finish up! My stepfather was a strange and conflicted man and lots of his viewpoints make little sense to me even today, but I do thank God that he was a conservative and taught me those principles. I picked up the thread when he ceased to be part of our lives (when I was a young teenager) and I have never regretted the right-wing road I was placed upon as a child. And war ... well, it's just scary! Always has been, always will be. Even so, it is sometimes necessary.
I enjoyed your post about hearing the planes through the phone when talking with your brother, and the memories it brought back! I didn't have time to comment but it was most interesting. Hope you had a great time with your very fortunate company tonight!
Well, I wasn't around a year ago, so this is new to me! Interesting - I was a very literal child, too, and it often grieved me to find I was mistaken on something I imagined to be true.
I love the picture of you climbing into the closet to pray. Surely a living example of the pure in heart, strong in faith!
@ Jay ... girl, hardly anyone was around this blog a year ago! LOL! So glad you dropped by. I don't know how pure in heart I was as a child (not very, I suspect), but I certainly craved a literal kind of faith. Thank God I found it.
Very good post, I'm glad you reprinted it. I wasn't terribly literal, having a wild imagination and a propensity for exaggeration, but our oldest son, like his father, was extremely literal. He came home from Sunday school very cross one day, because everyone was so hard on Peter. "He didn't want to deny Christ, but Jesus said 'Yes, you will!' so he had to obey Him, didn't he? So why is everyone so mad at him?" We had a good talk over that one. But even though everything isn't literal, it's amazing how much IS to be taken literally, isn't it? And how often we try to weasel out of it.
It is amazing, Tracie. There is truth to be faced and we best face it! That's cute what your son said about Peter! And so true! Good for him.